Ангел Марин

"Groundhog Day" is one of my favorite movies. Suddenly in a light comedy is a very deep philosophical meaning. When the high forces, a day after a day, at the same time are scroll the same number. And the hero must learn to save, to respect, to be careful, to unlearn to be cynical, to learn to win their love, and then the future will continue.

 

I am very sad and hard to read my letter of my love. So are the doubts, so are the conventions. There are the fragments of the thoughts ... the memories of the passion of the love. There are the errors, the grievances. There are the hidden tears of the childhood. The loneliness. The terrible, the melancholy loneliness in the world of the many people. The pain, the pain, the pain ... The psychological analysis. ... The traps And the doubts, the doubts, the doubts ...

 

Why did we were decided that there are the rules in the love, as in the puritan religion? Why we are afraid to step over the line, which painted themselves in our minds. We are doubt so in the mutual love and fear that we will be injured, will be threw, will be mocked, will be punished.

 

We are lurk in the solid shell as the turtles, and do not understand that if we will not try to make a counter move, will never know what was behind this imaginary line. And we do not know how are shake the knees and is knock the heart from the presence of the loved person. How is this a wonderful to step towards the wide open arms and to come to rest in the hair of the loved person, to feel him warmth and the smell of the leather, to hug and to experience the responsive urge. And to get warm, and to kick away the doubts, and the fear will leave, and will flare the line of the horizon of a life, and the future will take place. And in the smart, the good hands of the loving woman I will feel: the warmth of the mother and the care of the sister, and the devotion of the wife, and the passion of the mistress. Will warm their soul, to open the private room their soul and to find there the forgotten, the scared, the injured kid - itself a forgotten in the past, and to give to him (to itself) the opportunity to grow up and to forget the all sorrows. And is enjoy of the love. Of the simple human, the warm, the soft love. Sometimes with the storms, but then with a safe haven and with the sparkles on the water, with the warm sand. And then to sit down on a horse or a large ship and to go to protect the good, to banish the evil, to get their adrenaline and the wounds in the battle. But to know that in my soul is shines the love. And I will see a smile of a joy when I will return! My knees and the whole my body will vibrate as before the fight. I will step into the wide-open arms and will dissolve in the happiness. In the quiet, the warm, the native happiness .In so simple and in so complex.

 

Only for me.

To the love can learn, but when it is in my / in your heart, it will teach me / you to all by itself. Only need to try.