So long
Watching life outside, the stream that flows,
I thought about blood inside my veins, because
It's also pumped throughout my capillaries
But I sit still, just look at night that calls
Me through the frame, says that I need to go
And find a treasure, find a reason to hope
In the future that I've always wanted. No!
This one, now this one's gone for all
Eternity! I know, I feel it right inside
The head, the bloody pumping heart of mine
That cannot speak, but beat the reason “why”.
I sense its call that says “Goodbye!”
To all my hopes for the future that I saw
Because I'm left, was cut in pieces with own saw
Made of things which previously were inside my soul
But now they are outside, lie on the floor
That soon’ll be washed by janitors of dirt.
It's funny that her name sounds just like their job.
She bleached herself, she will exist no more
Because I'm tired of climbing, tired to crawl
Before her temple made of stones
That were laid down by nobody, but her
And I am glad that it won't be restored.
It won't for sure; it was the last resort
Of the devotion that I kept inside for long!
So long I have been kneeling, that’s enough, that’s all
For sure; it was the last resort
Of the devotion, of my love that last far more than was supposed.
