So long

Watching life outside, the stream that flows,

I thought about blood inside my veins, because

It's also pumped throughout my capillaries

But I sit still, just look at night that calls

 

Me through the frame, says that I need to go

And find a treasure, find a reason to hope

In the future that I've always wanted. No!

This one, now this one's gone for all

 

Eternity! I know, I feel it right inside

The head, the bloody pumping heart of mine

That cannot speak, but beat the reason “why”.

I sense its call that says “Goodbye!”

 

To all my hopes for the future that I saw

Because I'm left, was cut in pieces with own saw

Made of things which previously were inside my soul

But now they are outside, lie on the floor

 

That soon’ll be washed by janitors of dirt.

It's funny that her name sounds just like their job.

She bleached herself, she will exist no more

Because I'm tired of climbing, tired to crawl

 

Before her temple made of stones

That were laid down by nobody, but her

And I am glad that it won't be restored.

It won't for sure; it was the last resort

 

Of the devotion that I kept inside for long!

So long I have been kneeling, that’s enough, that’s all

For sure; it was the last resort

Of the devotion, of my love that last far more than was supposed.