Cant understand

You don't write to me.
As I understand,
You have nothing to say.
It will be the end
When we'll be away
From each other each day,
Because it's just passion
Or some kind of it.
It's my new reaction
Which you can forbid
Or really agree with
Or nothing to do,
But, sweety, I'm scared,
Explain me, beg you.
Maybe we're just strangers
Who couldn't be together,
Just spring has influence
On my heart and weather.
It's sunshine between us
When we are so close,
But here are dark clouds
When you're writing with those,
Who really don't matter
As you said to me,
But every new letter
Means something can be.
I can't just no think of
Our weird relations,
Our communications
Can not be called Love.