My sea

My sea
You know, I feel the same,
And you're so far away.
A part of me is not okay,
Because you haven't called today.
And there is a destroying storm inside of me again...
 
It swamps me every time I try to stop,
That wave I can't prevent at all.
So hard for me to understand your world,
You'd better not talk to me at all,
It's silly, but I'm still waiting for your word.
 
It's not all right – I'm trying to kill my heart,
While you're waiting for its blood.
The future can't be foreseen,
And I keep trying not to miss,
But I'm still waiting for your kiss.
 
It hurts, but I don't care,
The reason why I'm here –
My feelings when you're near.
And wasting time, I wanna say goodbye,
Stop me every time I'll try.
 
21-28 February, 2016