Im so tired

Last kiss
And I miss
You on a cold autumn day
It's so hard
And I remember hot lips
And no less warm heart

And demons in your eyes 
Still look at me 
What next will be 
I do not know

And I'm on the blues train
Rushing to the funeral of my hopes
It will not ease my pain
At least today

I'm so tired
I will not forget your smile
I will not forget the smell of hair
But while
No matter how I tried
Maybe you're right
You and I not a pair