Wandering
(not) my valentine,
the only thing you regret
is that no one realize -
reflection of cold radiance
really loves your eyes.
I hope you will find the one
or the one will find you soon.
I just wish you will see the sun
instead of your dying moon.
that gloom at the bottom of your eyes,
that i used to adore,
scares all passers-by
but makes them want to watch more.
honesty never makes you strong.
my mind is just as weak
as the weakest thing that i saw,
as my heart - so rotten, so sick.
you want to smash it, to crush it.
i used to understand.
the more pathetic you act,
the more you're likely to be dead.
i’ve been told that i’m the best.
i’ve been told that i’m the worst.
and now i’m always being sad,
now i’m just a stupid ghost.
wandering through my own empty streets.
wondering why my heart still beats.
