I live in dreams

I live in dreams and don't want left them
I exist in imaginary towns
And unfortunately can not stop it, damn
In my world, a lot of crying clowns
A lot of broken expectations
In my world there is always rain
In real life i have many destinations
But I do not want to make mistakes again
I just closed from all
I have a large and solid wall
And this is not so bad as you think
I just hate a summer and the spring
I just hate any sunny days
I just hate the sun
I will overcome this wall by any ways
But don't want do it now, i don't want run
I'll do it at an older age
When i will ready to die
Then I'll get out of the cage
And I will fly, infinitely fly...