Hearing the past (for Chazy Chaz)

Hearing the past which has a certain voice,

Hard to feel it with every cell in my body;

But with closed eyes I will face the imminence,

'Cause I know now: the sun sets for us always.

 

I’m crying not out of sadness or pity,

I just cannot do anything else, can I?

So, all I have to – keep my sympathy

And look to the stars burning in the sky.

 

You deserved much – even more, how I think.

At times I want to tick the life again,

Hoping with all heart that your suffering

Will be rewarded with peace without pain.

 

When this world seems absolutely unfair –

Every next chance is lost, so many souls have gone –

How can you not believe in parallel?

Even if I’m not there, I can imagine one...

 

Somewhere in eternity the marine breeze

Kissing warm skin; wounds not remain;

Happiness reflecting in the coffee eyes deep,

And affectionate voice is calling your name.

 

/20.07.2024/

 

 

 

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