Night rebellion

I’m happy! Yes! Or No!
No-no… I think, no, sure that
Yes!
I do not want,
I hate to say I guess!
Cause then I’ll lose the melody of night
Which’s like a torch is shining bright.
The words like snow or rain are
Falling to the page so…
Oh…hmmm…
There is no proper word for the
Emotion that is waving, singing
Ah!...Pfff!...
Somewhere inside
Like the Pacific Ocean…
No!
Like, hmmm…
The Blowing Ocean!
I’ve discovered, to be exact, created
A new part of the World Map!
And do not care of what the others say 
About crap.
No one will touch my dreamy land.
No any sight or sound or hand
Of someone who destroyed his own
Private dream,
Turning it into flowing through the fingers
sand…
The smile – Yeah-ho! Ah-ho!
I have the wings, no, better!
The reactive engine behind my back.
It’s smashing me from the floor
To the ceiling.
The main thing, I do not want
To find out its meaning.
When you’re happy
Everything flows, flies, passes by
And you don’t care what’s happening with you
Cause you don’t have a clue.
You simply fly…
The joy of life cleans up your dirty
Room.
It doesn’t really clean
But…
Makes you to not see the doom
And you can run and run,
but not away!
Because there is no right path…
The whole World is yours
To play!
You are
A child full
Of happiness and entertainments
And sweets and chocolate!
To be a child’s better than
Adult;
No one gets under your pure scalp
With lots of stupid bugs
And do not leave there only
Scarves.
So I’m going to
Destroy!
The ordinary orders!
Shut up your mouths,
“Adults”!
With meaningless, annoying and
Old
Borders!