No time

I'm looking for the light inside
That will set fire to my mind,
But there is only a pile of stones
In which are someone's skulls.
 
I find this darkness in everything and in myself.
My hands tremble like a nerve.
Shadows of thoughts scare after twelve.
And one day they will grow.
 
Something tells me NOT TO SLEEP!
No time to be upset.
You must! And must... but I want to fall so deep...
And confess to the world that I feel a little bad.
 
I’m used to a goal aspiration song.
But I’m so tired of you, my I - Too long.
It's time to end the lie,
But no time to say goodbye.