I can't fall in love with you

I can’t fall in love with you
Because you aren’t
A mathematical abstraction
I can’t fall in love with you
Because you are too material
And too illusory
at the same time
I can’t fall in love with you
Because as soon as I was born
and opened my eyes
I saw the dark world
full of delusions
I can’t fall in love with you
Because you are exactly
one of these delusions
I can’t fall in love with you
Because I myself
don't know for sure
do I exist on my own
or just an image
in someone's dream
I can’t fall in love with you
Because I’m not a guy
Of your taste
and your team
I can’t fall in love with you
Because my heart is busy
it is overflowing
with love for the One
I can’t fall in love with you
Because it’s time to run