06.02.2020 (Wish)

So many stars inside my eyes
They make me cry and make me blind
They’re so like you, want to control
They gave me more than I deserve
 
There’re many tries right in the bed
To make me worth, that made me mad
I did deserve but not this hell
I made a wish you’ll die. The spell.
 
So many things that I can do
It’s sad I cannot tell the truth
And I can cut, destroy myself
That’s not a choice I wished to have