I can’t see you in the dark,

I can’t see you in the dark,
how much I wouldn’t try to forget you,
I can’t do it. 
Loved again, do not remember, forgive and forget. 
Alcohol kills me from the inside,
I like to smoke and drink for your health. 
Everything was good, some kind of love, kisses and sex. 
And now all I have left is your memory and an empty apartment. 
Memory lays on a neck with a rope.
So much I want to lay my skull back,
Because I love you