Sonnet

Sonnet
I understand that for you I mean nothing.
You don't miss me.
You even don't remember my name sometimes.
But I don't know why
I miss you and the memory about your voice
makes me cry.
Unfortunately, I am a really crazy Dreamer.
I imagined that I would be a part of your life
(a little at least)
But...My favourite "But" ...
You don't notice where does me or what,
'Cause you have a gorgeous wife
and everything that you want...
Actually, I don't know what should I do?!
Although I'm lying, I know, but I can't.
Could you imagine that I would be obsessed with you?
You would have probably been surprised, wouldn't you?
And I do not know how at least to wake up and Forget...
Maybe this poetry scratched on my soul
Will help me be free to end the Sonnet.