Love slave

I turn the music on and make it louder
Just not to hear the voice inside my head.
To live like this is getting only harder
As time goes by till it comes to the end.

I was about to stop composing poems,
Just lost the talent that I have never had
But here I am again cause it's not over,
These words and lines are deeply in my head.

But who the hell is reading all this rave?
As you could notice I can barely rhyme.
I'm feeling like another sadness' slave
Who's desperately waiting for sunrise.

But actually I don't need this sunrise,
Let others catch the warmness of the sun.
My sun is always shining in your eyes,
Inspiring me cause you're the only one.

And if you only knew how much I love you,
I'd finally stop writing all this rave,
I'd finally stop making music louder
Just to become your happiest love slave.