Incurable illness

I'm having some kind of illness
That slowly kills me inside.
You've taken away my painkillers,
Trampled and crushed my pride.

Your eyes like a blue burning flame
Crushing my heart and bones
And now after all this pain
I'm a paralyzed skeleton.

It isn't a terrible flu,
It's not an annoying cough,
I'm just addicted to you,
I'm desperately in love.

Apathy's like a tablet
For everything I'm sick of,
The best fucking thing on the planet,
But for me it's never enough...