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I keep trying to sort out my own thoughts...

I keep trying to sort out my own thoughts...
I keep trying to sort out my own thoughts,
Keep forgetting those forget-me-nots.
The weather is sunny outside,
But it's raining in my anxious mind.
Yes, I've died a thousand times,
I was lying with mysterious lies.
Ask me what I want and you won't
Get an answer, 'cause I finally lost my hope.
You're going to ask me again if I agree.
I'm not worthy of you, don't you see?
And we will be both sorrowful and confused.
So, the best choice for us is to refuse.