Печальные сны

Edna St. Vincent Millay    

 

Sorrowful dreams remembered after waking

Shadow with dolour all the candid day;

Even as I read, the silly tears out-breaking

Splash on my hands and shut the page away.…

Grief at the root, a dark and secret dolour,

Harder to bear than wind-and-weather grief,

Clutching the rose, draining its cheek of colour,

Drying the bud, curling the opened leaf.

Deep is the pond—although the edge be shallow,

Frank in the sun, revealing fish and stone,

Climbing ashore to turtle-head and mallow—

Black at the centre beats a heart unknown.

Desolate dreams pursue me out of sleep;

Weeping I wake; waking, I weep, I weep.