MANY TIMES I'VE ASKED MYSELF

Many times I've asked myself,
"How much am I worth?"
Converted into money -
0.00 cents.
Converted into friends -
only one,
me to myself.
Converted into smiles -
a face frowning with suspicion.
Converted into years -
minus future plus past
equal to a false present.
Many times I've asked myself in a funny way
and still I can't find the answer.
It's just that my head aches from asking.
Meanwhile, my girlfriend left me
because I applied spirit compresses to my weak chest
and she thought I drank too much.
She can go to hell!