One

Rain is assuring everything
That all my nerves are sick and thin.
Trying to be is harder than
Trying to die in endless sands.
 
If you are rich, I'm poor and drunk.
Stars wouldn't shine, I lost all my luck.
So let it be written. So let it be drawn.
Believe that you live in the fog on your own.
 
The clouds are crying. The waiting is pain.
I wasn't your heart's part. I wasn't the main
Thing/man in your life. I was just the wind
That flew through your hair like under the field.
 
That war made me broken. You see, cause of it
My days became scary and lost in repeat.
Just ending can give me small pieces of fun.
Life dropped in the cold where I was the one.