The night talk with an inner voice

Hello my dear friend, what a surprise!
We haven’t seen each other for so long!
Oh don’t be pleased, just give a piece of your advice.
It’s hard to tell, but I’m in desperate,
                                       don’t know what to do at all.
 
What happened, boy? What’s wrong?
You’ve always coped with loving fire.
Oh man, my heart is burning, even though
She is beside me. I just can’t stand this hot desire!
 
Her white skin is very tempting
And every time I hug her like a doll,
My mind explodes a few more times or even twenty!
I want to kiss, to kiss her!
 
There are no words to portray rubies
By which she has been gifted since her birth.
And when I look at them, my mind is giving up
                                                                “mi scusi”.
Sometimes I ask myself: ”Why did she come to our earth?”
 
I have no thoughts, my mind is empty.
Maybe because the night is knocking at my scull?
I want to say that you are really tempting.
And I will tell you more about my feelings,but later,
                                                                       forever yours.