I just understand I’ll never taste your lips.
We’ll never be together. We are different ships.
We have different directions, they’ll never cross.
I’ve never had you but you’re my biggest loss.
You make my heart beat and you make it stop.
Your heart’s for me the highest ever top.
But I have always been afraid of height.
You’re my only condition, you’re my only state.
My broken fragments could fall in love with you.
And you break them again so I don’t have a clue
(What to do).
I’m killing my feelings just to stay alive.
But you shot me dead, you twisted a knife.
I have felt this before and it hurt no less.
But now maybe even more. It makes me stress
Cause I should have learnt how to deal with it:
Escape it ahead, stay far from, not repeat.
But I have always been too weak for fall.
I have realized I cannot control.
My broken fragments still fall in love with you.
And you break them again but I do not have glue.
(What to do?)
I just understand I’ll never feel your touch.
Oh I should have known that it hurts that much.
I seem to be a masochist and wait for pain.
But when it’s like this again and again
I want to disappear, to fall through the ground.
But you’re everywhere, but you’re not around.
And I have always been too sick of love.
I can’t bear it, I gasp for air, I cough.
My broken fragments still fall in love with you.
And you break them again so I don’t have a clue
(What to do).
[- Why am I feeling so bad? My stomach hurts. I’m getting white.
- It’s butterflies, steely butterflies. They cut you inside.
- I’m ill. Something wrong with my head.
- There are no doubts, you’re just going mad.]
