What if I didn't happen

What if I didn't happen,
What if this isn't real,
A lie beside cornered answers,
A hindered forbidden truth
What if my thoughts are silent,
What if my secrets used,
What if I'm saying nothing,
What if I will leave soon?
What if this didn't matter,
What if I wasn't here,
What if this didn't happen,
What if I take the wheel?
Noises absorb the silence,
Silence dissolves the noise,
What if I didn't happen,
What if I am the truth.